why do i bother

like really though, i should get a grip & move on, its obvious you have, now i'm just left looking and feeling like the biggest moosey moose in the whole entire planet.
boo me really for being the fool.
aaaaaaaaaaaaha!

*confusssssssssssssssssssed

n'aw least milo the moose makes me smile

LOLtingggggggg

:}

'sorry seems to be the hardest word'

generally CBA

honestly what am i playing at? y'know i couldnt even tell you but things couldnt get much worse.

apdfjdsifdshfjsdfhhdgfjds

wishwishwish; i could sleep foreverandever sosososo sweeeeeepy

ahh.

&hai cold, fghjgfhdgf!

cries,

"i pity the fool that falls in love with you"

thinking about alot recently, can't really be bothererd with people becomming strangers? but its hard to prevent that when your the one making the effort all the time. things are going to change so much this year, and its rather sad, so many people are going uni, and leaving me in manchester, cba i wanna go uni, someone take me. but abit excited for parties and stuffs. should be fun.

its hard to believe in less than a year everyones going to be living at different ends of the country, well people that have been pretty much my life for the past couple of years, its not going to be nice. not really looking forward to leaving loads of people behind, but abit excited to be moving on, tralalala..at last!

jeremy kyle

hai, i love you lots, thanks for being there whilst i'm bored. mucho love hon.

♥

skipped 19.20,21,22

day 23 → a YouTube video

hi winter.

day 18 → whatever tickles your fancy

it's starting to become really really really cold lalalala, bit excited for winter, spesh if it snows again. mm

iya snowman!

hates.

paul o'gradyyyyyyyyyyyy.
sorry, but rehrehreh, if i made 'fun' of bhuddism or however you spell it, or allah, then i'd get in trouble, but he can freeeely 'mock' catholics on telly and blablabla
& whats worse is people are actually laughing along with it.
not funny,
kthanksbye.

memoryyyyyyyyz.

day 17 → an art piece (painting, drawing, sculpture, etc.)

haaaaaaaaa, ta' cloxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

skipped 13, 14, 15

day 16 → a song that makes you cry (or nearly)

xxxxxxxxxxxx

day 12 → whatever tickles your fancy

could do with a cuppa right now

day 12 → whatever tickles your fancy

but i've ran outaaa milk

brill.

photo's

day 08 → a photo that makes you angry/sad^

fun on the rides in blackpool, tbhonest life couldn't get much better here.

 day 08 → a photo that makes you angry/sad

this photo doesn't make me angry far from it, i really miss how things used to be between me and amy, she was my best fwend, but people change, things change. but i had so much fun with her, blaits 'uber cool with our toes out.

love you ame'zxxxxxx

 day 09 → a photo you took

i should become a photographer, this is my favourite picture everrrr, love these girls lots and lots.

day 10 → a photo of you taken over ten years ago

i think this was over ten years ago? either mine or fionas birthday with the hedgehog cake, fiona blaites thinking shes a gangster, and me, just getting overly happy about the balloons.

day 11 → a photo of you taken recently

iya, i'm laura.

my life would suck without you

day 06 → whatever tickles your fancy

my girls..all i neeeeeed

gaga, i love gaga

day 05 → your favourite quote

"Love is like a mirror, you can fix it when its broken. That is true. But, you can still see the crack in the mother fucking reflection"

 -

"They can't scare me, if I scare them first."

-

"Well, that's your opinion, isn't it? And I'm not about to waste my time trying to change it."

 xxxxxxx

day 04 → your favourite book

not really read a good book in a while, last one i read was 'letters to my daughter'-maya angelou, it was good, i enjoyed it, but its not my favourite book. i really really love, 'guess how much i love you' propper kidd'ee book, but it has to be my favourite.
along with, "we're going on a bear hunt" and "the hungry catapilla"
n'aw.

& in the mornin' i'm makin' waffles.

i have so much love for thissssxxxxxxxxxxxx

day 03 → your favourite television program

amennnn

x

such a failure.

i don't even know why i can't bring myself to go to college? i'm lazy, blah, i supose i shouldn't give up straight away, so i'll stay abit longer, but honestly its making me wunna dieeee, cannot even be bothered with all the work.
i should be in college right now, but i'm sat here watchin' shrek, mooseish or what?i suppose its not been a wasted day, i've done some drama work, but not the best, just scribbled it quickly to get 'faulkner' off my backkkkkk.
can't really be asssed, but i'll stop complaining, cause i supose things could be a whole lot worse.
bye.

so sickkk of love songs.

day 02 → your favourite movie.

without a doubt it has to be 'the lion king' cause theres nothing not to love about it, it was like my favourite 'old school' memory, n'aw.

simba and zarzu have to be my most favourite charactersssss aw, it makes me smile now just thinking 'bout it, take me back to when i watched it 24's with ma' popsss..

roaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar

.ox

here we go, 3,2,1

01).your favourite song

mm, favourite song, well i admire loads of people at the moment, like the script, yum, n'dubz and blabla. but i'ma think into it abit. 'cause i don't think i have an ALL time favourite song, it changes by the day tbhonest, and considering i like lots of different genres, its hard to just put my finger on one particular song.

i wanna be really cheesy, and say someone like ronan keating, 'when you say nothing at all' cause it has so much meaning to it, and reh, my dad used to say it to my mum, so its like one of her favourite songs, so mine too. but its not my favefave.

--

then theres the oldies, like 'complicated, avril lavigne' which ya'v just gotta love tbhonest, was like my favourite song for ages, when it came out, i sat watching the music channels for ages, just waiting for it to come on. what.a.sad.child.

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mmm' kays its gonna have to be the lady herself, beyonce, i mean i love every single one of her songs lots and lots, but 'irreplaceable' has to be my favourite.

 beyonce marry mexxxxxxxx

shut'up &put your money where your mouth is.

day 01 → your favourite song
day 02 → your favourite movie
day 03 → your favourite television program
day 04 → your favourite book
day 05 → your favourite quote
day 06 → whatever tickles your fancy
day 07 → a photo that makes you happy
day 08 → a photo that makes you angry/sad
day 09 → a photo you took
day 10 → a photo of you taken over ten years ago
day 11 → a photo of you taken recently
day 12 → whatever tickles your fancy
day 13 → a fictional book
day 14 → a non-fictional book
day 15 → a fanfic
day 16 → a song that makes you cry (or nearly)
day 17 → an art piece (painting, drawing, sculpture, etc.)
day 18 → whatever tickles your fancy
day 19 → a talent of yours
day 20 → a hobbie of yours
day 21 → a recipe
day 22 → a website
day 23 → a YouTube video
day 24 → whatever tickles your fancy
day 25 → your day, in great detail
day 26 → your week, in great detail
day 27 → this month, in great detail
day 28 → this year, in great detail
day 29 → hopes, dreams and plans for the next 365 days
day 30 → whatever tickles your fancy

n'aw well my last one failed, but i'ma try again;♥'

how cheesey..

i'm sat here listening to the saturdays and actually singing dead loud to it, i need to get a gwip or somethingggg, they are abit gorg though.

cheesey. but gorggggg.

well that failed.

didn't manage to finish that quizzy thing, yawn.

 

24),The person that gave you your favorite memory.

i couldn't possibly think of one person who gave me the best memory, obviously my bestest friends have given me hundreds of memories that i'll never forget, one because they were amazing, and two because i had my trusty camera.:]

 sober night, in ritzzzzzz. i'll actually never forget this night, i probably havent had this much fun in fo'eever.

 weeezy, f baby yea;

HIGHHHHHHHHHHSCHOOOOOOOOLLLLL.

tbhonest these guys are just fucking amazing. i actually had the best two years of my life doing drama in school. although i was so lazy i hardly ever did anything. but eh..

i have too much LOVE for these guys.

xxxxxxxx

23).The last person you kissed.

don't wanna think of the last person, thank you very muchhhhhhhhh.

22).Someone you want to give a second chance to.

welli give second chances to everyone, just to third chances, so yea, everyone gets a second chance.

21). Someone you judged by their first impression.

jodiee polllllitt.

this biatch just popped into my head, i haven't spoke to 'er in fo'evz, but we was both speaking like, urm yea i didn't like you when i first met you, but like, yea now i like her.

first impressions aren't all that eh. 

♥

20). The one that broke your heart the hardest.

let me remind you i'm seventeen.

..

ps noone would even dare f*ck with laureeeeezy beh'bay.

-.-

19). Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad.

lol at the word pesters. i don't let people pester my mind, i have no time for pesterers

get'mehhhhhh.

18).The person that you wish you could be.

the person i wish i could be, is probably the total opposite of what i am now.

i wanna be skinny. i wanna be able to sing. i wanna be a nice person. i wanna be clever. 

these are all selfish reasons, in someways, but i'm sure it'd help with the person i wanna be.

i don't mind being the way i am though. i've got amazing friends, and i'm having fun, so yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.

17). Someone from your childhood.

fiona robberts/christie, always robberts to me tbhonest.

she's my biggy cuzzy, and has been in my life since i was about five, we practically lived at eachothers houses', lucky for me, she lives at the bottom of the road, yayy..

we always used to argue though tbhonest. i think i hated her for half my childhood, "your on my floor, my bed," ect.

i love her now though, shes like amazing, i'm glad to say shes still a big part of my life. she's moving to uni soon though, so i don't know what i'll do without her.

flonaaaaxxxxxxxx

16).Someone that’s not in your state/country.

iya nickkk. kay so she lives in ireland, but i see her every couple of years, and we don't see eachother for ages, but then when we do its like we've never been apart, i'd say we're pretty similar, shes a bit weird, i'm a bit weird, lalaala

litttttle cousin niccccc. love yaa

xxxxxx

15).The person you miss the most.

daddy.daddy.daddy. 

♥

14).Someone you’ve drifted away from

there is a few i supose. not just one or two. it's all in my past now. i miss my past i wish i could go back, change a'couple of things, and still end up where i am now, with the friends ive got etc.

13).Someone you wish could forgive you.

i can't even think of anyone who hasn't forgiven me. i mean like to my face they're nice & apparently have forgiven me, so i guess its a matter of if  they're two'faced or not.

it doesn't really matter anyway, it was nothing serious, or anything, so stop holding grudges you whore and get.the.fuck.over.it.

12).The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain.

well there is only one person that pops into my head, i hate & love him at the same time. i'd write the name, but i'll never forget him, so there isn't much point.

 

11).A Deceased person you wish you could talk to.

recently, alot of people in my family have been poorly, and it's made me realise alot, in the past couple of years, all my mums uncles and aunties have passed away. so i guess i wish i could say some stuff to them.

but most of all, i wish i could speak to my daddy again..

dear daddy

there is so much i wish i could tell you, not even really important stuff, just little everyday stuff, things that everyone can speak to their daddies about, but i find myself writing it here. i wish you we're still here. its on birthdays, anniversarys and christmas'es that i miss you most. i didn't even get to spend much time with you, six years! thats nothing. but it was enough time to realise your the best daddy in the world, even if your not here. 

i wish i could see you one more time;

i.love.you.

10). Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to.

theres a couple of people i wish i spoke to more, i mean theres so many people who i've been close to, then faded away from, theres not just one person so yea.

• there's my mummy, we don't really have a good relationship, so i guess i could share things with her more, so i don't feel like i'm all alone i guess.
• then, all my old friends, people from high school i wish i kept in touch with, and not just like "oh hiya, hows college blabla" everytime i see them.

09).Someone you wish you could meet

there are so many people i wish i could meet, but most of all..

j'edward.

oh how much i wish wish wish i could meet them; so like last year xfactor, i fell in love aha, with both of them, actuall, yum!

they're just so cwazy & cute and theres two of them, i mean whats NOT to like, granted they can't sing like at all, but i just love them so much, eeeks.

so pleasepleaseplease lemmie meet them?

08).Your favorite internet friend

i don't really have an internet friend, as whats the point if you are never going to see them? i don't speak to strangers :p lalalaaaaaa.

 

07).Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

don't really wanna speak about it if its all the same to you.

06). a stranger

dear stranger.

stop following me, in your brum & just gimmi a lift or something

thanksss.

05). your dreams.

my dreams seem to change alot?

i always change my mind, i'm allowed to though, so thats fine, i'm so young it doesn't really matter what i say i wanna do, i'll probably be a totally different person by the time it comes to 'what i want to do' which obvs will effect the way i think. 

♥

everyone always says they wanna move away from manchester, its just the thing everyone says, like "can't wait to get away from here".

but lets be honest, the majority of people that say that, don't move away, &stay here.

sure i wanna travel, i wanna visit amazing places, but i know i'll always have a home in manchester, in this little street, in this little house & this little room. 

♥

home is where the heart is 'eh?

&i was born here, lived here all my life, and although thats a good enough reason to want to move, because i've lived here all my life. i don't, i like it. 

i'd like to live in ireland for a year, come back go uni someplace else, come back, start a job HERE, move away for a while, still doing my job, just someplace else. meet a rich, beautiful man, and come back here.

this 'ul all probably change in the next six months yus.

04).your siblings or closest relative.

thomasss.

okay so i'm not really 'close' to him, and don't really have much to say about him. he's fourteen, i'm seventeen, eighteen in two months.

he's a loser and annoying. but what'everrrrrrrrr.

this pictures when he was about ten or something, i have none on my computer, so urm yea there he is, ahahahahah.

03). your parents.

its always been different for me, for as long as i can remember, i've just had my mum. well not aslong as i can remember, but she's always been the main person in my life. my dad died when i was little so i don't really remember him that much. it's actually so painful to say that, as most people have dad's and don't really know what its like. i put a brave face on, when people bring him up, or we get onto the topic of dad's, but i just wanna cry.

my mums the best, tbhonest, its only recently that i've started to realise, just how much she does for me. i've never really understood just how hard it must be for her, bringing up me and tom, and working full time, and not really having anyone to help her, both mentally and financially.

mummmy.

i really do love her.

unconditionally.

 

♥.LOL @ my face, hai glynnnn.

 

 my beautiful daddy.

02). your crush.

 

crush? crush? are you joking. i don't have a crush, speshally at my age, i mean who even says crush in england?

 

01). your best friend

bethany smith, bez, betty, freak, sneak, sue, henry, fue.

-never beth. 

well i can't even begin to explain how much this girl really means to me; we find ourselves in the most ridiculas/redick situations, but is alright, cause we're always in them together. shes just such a freak. i can't even be bothered writing a bunch of jibberish that no'one will understand other than her, all you need to know, is shes the most 'mazing person in my life atmoment, & i have no idea what i'm going to do, in like two days, when she's in l'pool. tbhonest, i don't think it will make much difference appart from the fact i'll miss her incredibly! i don't know whats going to happen between us in the future, but all i know, is i wanna be freaks with you for'ever, so don't you think of getting a new freak.

♥♥

i wanna do one, iyaaaaaaa

Day 1 — Your Best Friend

Day 2 — Your Crush

Day 3 — Your parents

Day 4 —Your sibling (or closest relative)

Day 5 — Your dreams

Day 6 — A stranger

Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend

Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet

Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to

Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you

Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from

Day 15 — The person you miss the most

Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country

Day 17 — Someone from your childhood

Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be

Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad

Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest

Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression

Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to

Day 23 — The last person you kissed

Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory

Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times

Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to

Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day

Day 28 — Someone that changed your life

Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to

Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror