Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)

one: my mummy dear'est.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

two: chloe cannon/toe'wee

three: bethany smith/freak

four: leeanne rabbett

five: i don't think i have a fifth? tbh..

Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.

one: lied.

two: wasted time.

three: been so lazy.

four: acted like i didn't care?

five: took people for granted.

six: let people take me for granted.

FIFTEEN DAYSSS

till my birthday! 

♥

i want a biggg mug of hot chocolate, sugar, marshmellows, grated chocolate, a good film and my fucking bed!

but i have two drama essays to write, and a film studies essay for tomorrow, & i just wanna cry!

so cold,

bbbbbbbrrrrrrrrrrr!

LOVE the fact its five and its pitch black outside & i mean BLACK!

there is a strange noise..

oustide its weird and rainy, i'm cold and have to go back to college in an hour..fuck'awffffffffffffff

Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

one: whay are you lying?

two: why am i so lazy?

three: why do i care?

four: why is my life so shit?

five: why are you such a mother moose?

six: why's there nothing on telly?

seven: why why why why lala

this just about sums the night up.

xxxxxx

HALLOWEEEEEN

spoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooookyyyyyyyy lalalalal :}

kittykatkrowsun 

is comming round for chill times today, i think i should clean my room

ooops

excited though

lovelovelovexxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.

one: cuggles.

two: be funny.

three: suprise me.

four: believe in/me.

there isn't a number, 5,6,7,8

soz.

deterimined

that tonights gonna be a good night lalalalalalaaaa

the things i do for some people and they are just so fucking ungrateful, its abit like 'nah' really. you should stop being so selfish and fucking appriciate the things i do for you, 

cause its really fucking irritating

kfankz.

take me back..

own bench died, we don't speak anymore, but this was so so fun. hai dids park.

blackpool two years go, day on the piers. i miss it.

leeannes pimp&hoe party, got put to bed before 'half ten' -ps love jonnys face..

 n'aw miss firths maths class, r'clo & raych, year ten, dropping toast mm.

 lois's birthday, sangam, hai bexybum.

 drunk at leeaannes, tickle monster.

 

{these days were 'bum' things have changed so much damn}

i understand that you can't hold on to anything forever.. i really understand, so i should just let go, byebye. but, i can't its werid? 

- i don't think i 'love' you, but chu meean alot? so urm? idknow, make the fucking effort and stop treating me like a dick please? ..even if i treat you like one

fuccccccccccccckkkkkkkkkkkk!

it's sad when someone you know becomes someone you knew.

fml

hollyoaks is getting far too intense, i love mal xxxxxxxxxx

Day Two: Nine things about yourself.

one: i absoutley adore cats, meow.

two: i really wanna be rich.

three: i love nandos & am propper craving it right this second.

four: i moan way too much

five: i'm just a jealous person (oops)

six: i love being ignored..joking obviously, feel the sarcasm.

seven: the word "moose" amuses me so much!

eight: i sorta need a job

nine: i have a job interview at greggs (10th nov)

ten: i cant wait for christmas and new year and next year, hai uni and money and ah, end of exams *laughs*

Can't wait for this, hurryhurryhurrry

i love nathan, "no offence but you look like a panty sniffer.."

changing my room round soon, so its gonna be lovely. idknow why i'm about it? but i am so so whaaaaaaaa? i want my room red/wed :d. i lurrrrrrve that colour.

fsjdkagfhdhksdg i'm just realising i'm being a contradiction!..change isn't good :s

todays been abit fun, went town with chloe and leelee, got a new dress, jeans and heels, for sat, yumyum! i also have a job interview for greggggggs! finally might be becomming a part of the 'greggs family' with r'clo. ahahahha 

 

most of what i do is moan?

i wanna start 'blogging' about happy things etc..

okay so i just went London, saw 'Wicked' it was abit lovely! so funfunfun, i so wanna be in 'theatre' but it wont happen, i can't sing oops *blushes*.

i went shoooopppppppping! even if i did only get a little dress, its abit cute!

mm anyway i'm home. i have sore legs, oh wait there i go again, moaning, 

fml

*grinsssssss

lol

time for

waterloo road, ah i've missed manchester, glad to be back, bye landannnnxxxxxxxxx

hai, i'm laura i'm probably the biggest pushover your'll ever meet. i let people walk all over me, and say nothing, i'd probs just keep it to myself and pretend that everything was 'dandy' but thanks to cloeezy locc i don't have to. its abit rude etc tbhonest. but i suppose i'll just learn to deal with it. i don't wanna feeel silly anymore. i don't like change. change is always bad at the time, but something good comes from it. ive definately learnt that one! its abit annoying that i don't really know what to do with myself. i mean i always find myself in this situation, thought i'd have learnt by now. oh well idknow why i let it bother me so much? and still keep quiet. 'wal' on my behalf. suppose i should just 'man up' and get on with it. people change, things change. can't keep living in hope, can't keep expecting people to stay the same. ohhhhhhhh but its so annoying. never actually thought i'd see the day i'd be waffling about this. how can i care so much, yet you care so little? mmmmmm the snidest thing is, you don't care anymore. & i'm wasting time writing this. but maybe, its for the best. infact, it most definately is!

so i guess this is g'bye!

 

stop letting me down.

tumblr is confusing, i don't think i have enough friends to start using it though

oops!

what a fucking let down was paranormal activity 2, don't go and see it, eugh.

you said you'd be there for me..?

day one: ten things you want to say ten different people right now..

1). stop taking me for a fool, i may have been a fool once or twice, but seriously, taking me for a fool everyday, is beyond pathetic. little bit funny that you percist to think that i don't know, when i do. ha at you.

2). give me money.give me money.give me money.

3).i'm sorry that things changed, i'm sorry that theres probably no way your'l want to listen, and no way we could be friends like we used to. but i'm sorry. and although sorry doesn't mean alot. as you've proven in the past. i'm sorry.

4). look i don't wanna write this personal statement, i'm probably too silly to go uni and you probs won't accept me cause i have no idea what all this points palarva is, but if you read my blog, i'm sure you'd accept me.

5).you idiot, why you still in my life?

6). yes.

7).to myself* misssssfitsssssss comming this november *smiles yayyyyyyyy.

8).have' a good holiday, bring me back something yummy!

9).stop taking me for granted..

10).gimmie a job..

tripple t k a

"TIME TO TOTALLY KICK ASSSSSS"

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
 Day Seven:Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now. 

Day Ten: One confession

personal statement..

can fuckoffffffffffffffff kthanks..

healthy timesssssss..

i wanna be skinny, its my birthday soon, and i'm not so urm yeah, i should probs start being or something.

idknow how though, should probs stop being so lazy..

damn.

why the fuck aren't i one of those people that can eat anything, and still be skinny.

jheeeeeeezusssss!

obsessed?

every couple a months i have a new obsession, i recall it being j'edward not so long ago..

i always really tend to fall 'in love' with an xfactor contestant.. hense the whole j'edward thingy.

this year my next victim is, matt cardle♥ he is a little big gorg;

then i sorta have become obsessed with sexy teachers, i mean, mmmmm, my old form teacher, *dribbles, and my economics teacher 'ooh.

anyway i failed at getting pictures of them, i'm not a freak!

but eh' yeaaaaaaaaaaaaa

"i've been busy"

is what i should say cause i've not been on here in a while,

but honestly? i couldn't tell you what i've been doing, nothing exciting or goods happened.

& life just in general seems to be abit shit.

its abit like no matter how hard i try i fall,

story of my life really?

but i'm trying this 'new thing' where i try not to be negative, and i'm trying really, really hard.

but then when your surrounded by people who generally just don't give a fuzzy duck,

what you supposed to do?

try harder i guess is the answer, but negative people can really just get the 'fuzzy duck' outta my lifeeeeee.

well i'm eighteen soon. thats something to look forward to. 

not that i have anything planned, and it will probs be another shit night out.

its also nearly christmas, which is abit exciting.

mummys taking me to london in like a week, so i should have loads to blog about.

chilllllllin'

why do i bother

like really though, i should get a grip & move on, its obvious you have, now i'm just left looking and feeling like the biggest moosey moose in the whole entire planet.
boo me really for being the fool.
aaaaaaaaaaaaha!

*confusssssssssssssssssssed

n'aw least milo the moose makes me smile

LOLtingggggggg

:}

'sorry seems to be the hardest word'

generally CBA

honestly what am i playing at? y'know i couldnt even tell you but things couldnt get much worse.

apdfjdsifdshfjsdfhhdgfjds

wishwishwish; i could sleep foreverandever sosososo sweeeeeepy

ahh.

&hai cold, fghjgfhdgf!

cries,

"i pity the fool that falls in love with you"

thinking about alot recently, can't really be bothererd with people becomming strangers? but its hard to prevent that when your the one making the effort all the time. things are going to change so much this year, and its rather sad, so many people are going uni, and leaving me in manchester, cba i wanna go uni, someone take me. but abit excited for parties and stuffs. should be fun.

its hard to believe in less than a year everyones going to be living at different ends of the country, well people that have been pretty much my life for the past couple of years, its not going to be nice. not really looking forward to leaving loads of people behind, but abit excited to be moving on, tralalala..at last!

jeremy kyle

hai, i love you lots, thanks for being there whilst i'm bored. mucho love hon.

♥

skipped 19.20,21,22

day 23 → a YouTube video

hi winter.

day 18 → whatever tickles your fancy

it's starting to become really really really cold lalalala, bit excited for winter, spesh if it snows again. mm

iya snowman!

hates.

paul o'gradyyyyyyyyyyyy.
sorry, but rehrehreh, if i made 'fun' of bhuddism or however you spell it, or allah, then i'd get in trouble, but he can freeeely 'mock' catholics on telly and blablabla
& whats worse is people are actually laughing along with it.
not funny,
kthanksbye.

memoryyyyyyyyz.

day 17 → an art piece (painting, drawing, sculpture, etc.)

haaaaaaaaa, ta' cloxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

skipped 13, 14, 15

day 16 → a song that makes you cry (or nearly)

xxxxxxxxxxxx

day 12 → whatever tickles your fancy

could do with a cuppa right now

day 12 → whatever tickles your fancy

but i've ran outaaa milk

brill.

photo's

day 08 → a photo that makes you angry/sad^

fun on the rides in blackpool, tbhonest life couldn't get much better here.

 day 08 → a photo that makes you angry/sad

this photo doesn't make me angry far from it, i really miss how things used to be between me and amy, she was my best fwend, but people change, things change. but i had so much fun with her, blaits 'uber cool with our toes out.

love you ame'zxxxxxx

 day 09 → a photo you took

i should become a photographer, this is my favourite picture everrrr, love these girls lots and lots.

day 10 → a photo of you taken over ten years ago

i think this was over ten years ago? either mine or fionas birthday with the hedgehog cake, fiona blaites thinking shes a gangster, and me, just getting overly happy about the balloons.

day 11 → a photo of you taken recently

iya, i'm laura.

my life would suck without you

day 06 → whatever tickles your fancy

my girls..all i neeeeeed

gaga, i love gaga

day 05 → your favourite quote

"Love is like a mirror, you can fix it when its broken. That is true. But, you can still see the crack in the mother fucking reflection"

 -

"They can't scare me, if I scare them first."

-

"Well, that's your opinion, isn't it? And I'm not about to waste my time trying to change it."

 xxxxxxx

day 04 → your favourite book

not really read a good book in a while, last one i read was 'letters to my daughter'-maya angelou, it was good, i enjoyed it, but its not my favourite book. i really really love, 'guess how much i love you' propper kidd'ee book, but it has to be my favourite.
along with, "we're going on a bear hunt" and "the hungry catapilla"
n'aw.

& in the mornin' i'm makin' waffles.

i have so much love for thissssxxxxxxxxxxxx

day 03 → your favourite television program

amennnn

x