i understand that you can't hold on to anything forever.. i really understand, so i should just let go, byebye. but, i can't its werid? 

- i don't think i 'love' you, but chu meean alot? so urm? idknow, make the fucking effort and stop treating me like a dick please? ..even if i treat you like one

fuccccccccccccckkkkkkkkkkkk!