HALLOWEEEEEN

spoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooookyyyyyyyy lalalalal :}

kittykatkrowsun 

is comming round for chill times today, i think i should clean my room

ooops

excited though

lovelovelovexxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.

one: cuggles.

two: be funny.

three: suprise me.

four: believe in/me.

there isn't a number, 5,6,7,8

soz.

deterimined

that tonights gonna be a good night lalalalalalaaaa

the things i do for some people and they are just so fucking ungrateful, its abit like 'nah' really. you should stop being so selfish and fucking appriciate the things i do for you, 

cause its really fucking irritating

kfankz.

take me back..

own bench died, we don't speak anymore, but this was so so fun. hai dids park.

blackpool two years go, day on the piers. i miss it.

leeannes pimp&hoe party, got put to bed before 'half ten' -ps love jonnys face..

 n'aw miss firths maths class, r'clo & raych, year ten, dropping toast mm.

 lois's birthday, sangam, hai bexybum.

 drunk at leeaannes, tickle monster.

 

{these days were 'bum' things have changed so much damn}

i understand that you can't hold on to anything forever.. i really understand, so i should just let go, byebye. but, i can't its werid? 

- i don't think i 'love' you, but chu meean alot? so urm? idknow, make the fucking effort and stop treating me like a dick please? ..even if i treat you like one

fuccccccccccccckkkkkkkkkkkk!

it's sad when someone you know becomes someone you knew.

fml

hollyoaks is getting far too intense, i love mal xxxxxxxxxx

Day Two: Nine things about yourself.

one: i absoutley adore cats, meow.

two: i really wanna be rich.

three: i love nandos & am propper craving it right this second.

four: i moan way too much

five: i'm just a jealous person (oops)

six: i love being ignored..joking obviously, feel the sarcasm.

seven: the word "moose" amuses me so much!

eight: i sorta need a job

nine: i have a job interview at greggs (10th nov)

ten: i cant wait for christmas and new year and next year, hai uni and money and ah, end of exams *laughs*

Can't wait for this, hurryhurryhurrry

i love nathan, "no offence but you look like a panty sniffer.."

changing my room round soon, so its gonna be lovely. idknow why i'm about it? but i am so so whaaaaaaaa? i want my room red/wed :d. i lurrrrrrve that colour.

fsjdkagfhdhksdg i'm just realising i'm being a contradiction!..change isn't good :s

todays been abit fun, went town with chloe and leelee, got a new dress, jeans and heels, for sat, yumyum! i also have a job interview for greggggggs! finally might be becomming a part of the 'greggs family' with r'clo. ahahahha 

 

most of what i do is moan?

i wanna start 'blogging' about happy things etc..

okay so i just went London, saw 'Wicked' it was abit lovely! so funfunfun, i so wanna be in 'theatre' but it wont happen, i can't sing oops *blushes*.

i went shoooopppppppping! even if i did only get a little dress, its abit cute!

mm anyway i'm home. i have sore legs, oh wait there i go again, moaning, 

fml

*grinsssssss

lol

time for

waterloo road, ah i've missed manchester, glad to be back, bye landannnnxxxxxxxxx

hai, i'm laura i'm probably the biggest pushover your'll ever meet. i let people walk all over me, and say nothing, i'd probs just keep it to myself and pretend that everything was 'dandy' but thanks to cloeezy locc i don't have to. its abit rude etc tbhonest. but i suppose i'll just learn to deal with it. i don't wanna feeel silly anymore. i don't like change. change is always bad at the time, but something good comes from it. ive definately learnt that one! its abit annoying that i don't really know what to do with myself. i mean i always find myself in this situation, thought i'd have learnt by now. oh well idknow why i let it bother me so much? and still keep quiet. 'wal' on my behalf. suppose i should just 'man up' and get on with it. people change, things change. can't keep living in hope, can't keep expecting people to stay the same. ohhhhhhhh but its so annoying. never actually thought i'd see the day i'd be waffling about this. how can i care so much, yet you care so little? mmmmmm the snidest thing is, you don't care anymore. & i'm wasting time writing this. but maybe, its for the best. infact, it most definately is!

so i guess this is g'bye!

 

stop letting me down.

tumblr is confusing, i don't think i have enough friends to start using it though

oops!

what a fucking let down was paranormal activity 2, don't go and see it, eugh.

you said you'd be there for me..?

day one: ten things you want to say ten different people right now..

1). stop taking me for a fool, i may have been a fool once or twice, but seriously, taking me for a fool everyday, is beyond pathetic. little bit funny that you percist to think that i don't know, when i do. ha at you.

2). give me money.give me money.give me money.

3).i'm sorry that things changed, i'm sorry that theres probably no way your'l want to listen, and no way we could be friends like we used to. but i'm sorry. and although sorry doesn't mean alot. as you've proven in the past. i'm sorry.

4). look i don't wanna write this personal statement, i'm probably too silly to go uni and you probs won't accept me cause i have no idea what all this points palarva is, but if you read my blog, i'm sure you'd accept me.

5).you idiot, why you still in my life?

6). yes.

7).to myself* misssssfitsssssss comming this november *smiles yayyyyyyyy.

8).have' a good holiday, bring me back something yummy!

9).stop taking me for granted..

10).gimmie a job..

tripple t k a

"TIME TO TOTALLY KICK ASSSSSS"

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
 Day Seven:Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now. 

Day Ten: One confession

personal statement..

can fuckoffffffffffffffff kthanks..

healthy timesssssss..

i wanna be skinny, its my birthday soon, and i'm not so urm yeah, i should probs start being or something.

idknow how though, should probs stop being so lazy..

damn.

why the fuck aren't i one of those people that can eat anything, and still be skinny.

jheeeeeeezusssss!

obsessed?

every couple a months i have a new obsession, i recall it being j'edward not so long ago..

i always really tend to fall 'in love' with an xfactor contestant.. hense the whole j'edward thingy.

this year my next victim is, matt cardle♥ he is a little big gorg;

then i sorta have become obsessed with sexy teachers, i mean, mmmmm, my old form teacher, *dribbles, and my economics teacher 'ooh.

anyway i failed at getting pictures of them, i'm not a freak!

but eh' yeaaaaaaaaaaaaa

"i've been busy"

is what i should say cause i've not been on here in a while,

but honestly? i couldn't tell you what i've been doing, nothing exciting or goods happened.

& life just in general seems to be abit shit.

its abit like no matter how hard i try i fall,

story of my life really?

but i'm trying this 'new thing' where i try not to be negative, and i'm trying really, really hard.

but then when your surrounded by people who generally just don't give a fuzzy duck,

what you supposed to do?

try harder i guess is the answer, but negative people can really just get the 'fuzzy duck' outta my lifeeeeee.

well i'm eighteen soon. thats something to look forward to. 

not that i have anything planned, and it will probs be another shit night out.

its also nearly christmas, which is abit exciting.

mummys taking me to london in like a week, so i should have loads to blog about.

chilllllllin'