hai, i'm laura i'm probably the biggest pushover your'll ever meet. i let people walk all over me, and say nothing, i'd probs just keep it to myself and pretend that everything was 'dandy' but thanks to cloeezy locc i don't have to. its abit rude etc tbhonest. but i suppose i'll just learn to deal with it. i don't wanna feeel silly anymore. i don't like change. change is always bad at the time, but something good comes from it. ive definately learnt that one! its abit annoying that i don't really know what to do with myself. i mean i always find myself in this situation, thought i'd have learnt by now. oh well idknow why i let it bother me so much? and still keep quiet. 'wal' on my behalf. suppose i should just 'man up' and get on with it. people change, things change. can't keep living in hope, can't keep expecting people to stay the same. ohhhhhhhh but its so annoying. never actually thought i'd see the day i'd be waffling about this. how can i care so much, yet you care so little? mmmmmm the snidest thing is, you don't care anymore. & i'm wasting time writing this. but maybe, its for the best. infact, it most definately is!

so i guess this is g'bye!

 

stop letting me down.

tumblr is confusing, i don't think i have enough friends to start using it though

oops!

what a fucking let down was paranormal activity 2, don't go and see it, eugh.

you said you'd be there for me..?

day one: ten things you want to say ten different people right now..

1). stop taking me for a fool, i may have been a fool once or twice, but seriously, taking me for a fool everyday, is beyond pathetic. little bit funny that you percist to think that i don't know, when i do. ha at you.

2). give me money.give me money.give me money.

3).i'm sorry that things changed, i'm sorry that theres probably no way your'l want to listen, and no way we could be friends like we used to. but i'm sorry. and although sorry doesn't mean alot. as you've proven in the past. i'm sorry.

4). look i don't wanna write this personal statement, i'm probably too silly to go uni and you probs won't accept me cause i have no idea what all this points palarva is, but if you read my blog, i'm sure you'd accept me.

5).you idiot, why you still in my life?

6). yes.

7).to myself* misssssfitsssssss comming this november *smiles yayyyyyyyy.

8).have' a good holiday, bring me back something yummy!

9).stop taking me for granted..

10).gimmie a job..

tripple t k a

"TIME TO TOTALLY KICK ASSSSSS"

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
 Day Seven:Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now. 

Day Ten: One confession

personal statement..

can fuckoffffffffffffffff kthanks..

healthy timesssssss..

i wanna be skinny, its my birthday soon, and i'm not so urm yeah, i should probs start being or something.

idknow how though, should probs stop being so lazy..

damn.

why the fuck aren't i one of those people that can eat anything, and still be skinny.

jheeeeeeezusssss!

obsessed?

every couple a months i have a new obsession, i recall it being j'edward not so long ago..

i always really tend to fall 'in love' with an xfactor contestant.. hense the whole j'edward thingy.

this year my next victim is, matt cardle♥ he is a little big gorg;

then i sorta have become obsessed with sexy teachers, i mean, mmmmm, my old form teacher, *dribbles, and my economics teacher 'ooh.

anyway i failed at getting pictures of them, i'm not a freak!

but eh' yeaaaaaaaaaaaaa

"i've been busy"

is what i should say cause i've not been on here in a while,

but honestly? i couldn't tell you what i've been doing, nothing exciting or goods happened.

& life just in general seems to be abit shit.

its abit like no matter how hard i try i fall,

story of my life really?

but i'm trying this 'new thing' where i try not to be negative, and i'm trying really, really hard.

but then when your surrounded by people who generally just don't give a fuzzy duck,

what you supposed to do?

try harder i guess is the answer, but negative people can really just get the 'fuzzy duck' outta my lifeeeeee.

well i'm eighteen soon. thats something to look forward to. 

not that i have anything planned, and it will probs be another shit night out.

its also nearly christmas, which is abit exciting.

mummys taking me to london in like a week, so i should have loads to blog about.

chilllllllin'