results..

i'm not stupid, i'm just lazy. i wasnt expecting to do well, just better than what i got. i shouldnt beat myself up about it, considering all those times i left college early, went home, got a brew and watched a bitta jezz'a, what was i expecting A's? i don't think so. i don't really like college, its a bit shit, and the lessons i took was such a silly mistake, but eh what can you do?

english,drama,economics,sociology. ew. the only reason i carried on at college for the full year was because i expected to at least get 3 Ds so they could let me back next year? i really need to fix up.

E's ive never got an E in my life, well apart from history in highschool, i really i gave up on that subject before i'd even started the course.

7th september, iya, can't wait for you to come round, so i can have a little cry & beg xavs to let me back, although i really don't wanna go back, and hated it so much last year. i've made good friends and its not THAT bad i supose.

only thing isssss, they probs won't let me back, they shouldn't really. so i guess i'm just kidding myself, probs end up working fulltime at a chippy or something.

i don't even know what i wanna do anymore. like career wise. but i soso wanna go uni.

so, i'm begging they'll let me back, and i can do so so so much better next year.

english:E

drama: D

sociology:E

economics: U

*criessssssss

LOVE.

they say love is just a four letter word, just four letters in a row, just a thing people say, 

or a thing they never tell you.

i swear you do this to annoy me on purpose.

stop.it.kkkkk?

can i be this skinny?

please?please?please?

please?please?

please?

iya

YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW BAD I WISH I WAS GOING OUT RIGHT NOW....

i 'avnt had a night out in forever. i'm poor, something just go right pleeeeeeaase!?

saturday night.nothing to do.not got take'away.sat in watching bigbrother.

FML.

wishful thinking,

Thinking about lots and lots recently, like, how i don't want these holidays to end. i mean i haven't had the BEST holidays on record, as i've had no money, but they've been fun i supose. My days haven't really consisted of much, i've been going to sleep at like 6am and not waking up till 3pm. I've eaten so many take'aways i've put on about 5stone. I still haven't started my job, so i'm pretty jealous of bethany&cloeh for having $$$ and getting paid, whilst i'm poor, but i'll have $$ soon. These holiday's haven't even consisted of many nights out, drunken nights etc. but it's still so much better than being in college...

Exam results 19th august. 'LOL'. I never use that word but honestly there is no other words to describe what they are going to show. It's going to be pretty sad. i've got ten days to wait to be dissapointed. I hope i pass, although that is 'wishful thinking' -i need a new ipod you see, and urm yeah, thats the only way i'm getting a new one, mama doesn't know yet, but she'll have to 'praise' me. i'm so scared...

My 'new' bedroom. tbhonest my mums taking ages, but shes getting things 'sorted' before she starts anymore work on the house. i supose when the cellars all mineminemine, it'll be 'mazing much? ..i get far to excited with trips to ikea and B&Q, hello new paint. s'gona be lovely. but just how long's it going to take...

How SAD its going to be when bez moves to l'pool for college. going to misss her freakish ways, chippy after college, taking 'sneak' days off. but i'ma be visiting her all the time, on the train lalala, but i might start driving a brum :d..hello moving in with her;♥♥♥

bigbrother. okay so i'm not like some bigbrother fanatic. i've not watched all of them &tbhonest i prefer celeb bigbrother to the normal one. its alot better but doesn't last as long. but hey. bigbrother why couldn't you have stuck it out one more year for me, so i could atleast apply. i'm one big fat loooooser for wanting to go in, but i would actually LOVE it.

i prefered last years with halfwitt &shree as they were totally hilairous. this years been pretty wankkkkk. part from jedwardddd in the house mmmmmxxxxxxxxxx.

pretty much all the funny people walked, like shabby, caoimhe. haahhha. but i do have love for johnjames,&jj, i'm like iya sexy.

i so wish i was in the house. yumyumyum. last bigbrother 'ever' though. apparently anyway.

i hope they bring it back lalalala i would la'huff that lotssss...

holiday. take me on fucking holiday like right now. the weathers shet & i'm bored 24s. needneedneed something to do. kfankzbabye.

summmmmmmmm'ah oh'ten <-lol. in a nutshelllllll.

 my nights have consisted of staying awake until this channel finishes :|.

mm slumber party at lee'annes. no' alcohol, sweets,juice,takeaway nom.

hi bez, i lost this flower, so i'm buying her a new one. our single night out this summer so far.

they must be the beautiful'est kittys i've seen in agesxxxxxxx

this picture was taken at twenty to three. if dance fails, she can be a hair'dresser. looking rather like the girl on starwars ;).

mm jayjay bigbrother. b e a u ttttttty *dribbles.

iya sam pepper you big gay. you annoy me, but i love you alot stilll.

benny you posh moose. i wish you was still in bigbrother, aaaah.

oh my hello you austraillian beauty. ah. i love you alot. 

cocktails with bez mm blue hawaiian, pink fizz, sex on the beach, pink fizz bum'yo.

i'm so pukkkkka. it was a hothot day this day. hense the bikini.

this is such an un'attractive picture. but i love it haaaaaahah!

cocktails in font yeaaaa'mon.

 world cup day. mm a donalds with freak.

sunny day.england playing.remedy.

 i like really hate this picture. but idk cause its all parta summer eh?

bethany took this. it looks like one kitty. hello bella&charl'eeh.

action picture. i have far too much love for this girl&this picture.

i look overly chubby. hiya skittle vodka.

veryveryDRUNK!

ant powder around the bbq.

oh hi guys.

hi opus.

dirtyfunk+highschool=♥

urm hi steve appleton, you total babe, this song excited my whole life through highschool.

i think i love you a tad.

it makes me happy straight away, as i remember just singing it all the time, through, 

science etc.break.lunch. probs even on the way home.

hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii beautiful ooft.

 he reminds me of johnjames bigbrothhhhhhhherxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Listen up I feel a little drunk 

Lets speed up the drums and create dirty funk
DJ spinnin it, whole clubs diggin it
Diggin the dirty funk I'm singin it

One for the women, holding VK
One for the fella who felt he had to pay
I say, I'm feelin it, feelin the dirty funky stuff
that we're dealin' with

Well I hope you brought your game shoes
Cause this dirty funk's what we're gonna have a rave to

Cause it's dirty funk, it's up and away,
And we turn up the drums and have a little rave
When the night turns into today,
The funk don't stop it just moves away
To another place and they rave, they rave
The Dirty funk, whoa oh

Picture this, a whole club rockin
it's Friday night and the beats aren't stopping,
its actually Saturday, we don't clock it
We're too busy havin a rave or head boppin it.

One for the women sippin gin and tonics,
I thought I was on it but this girl had a boyfriend
He came over like "bruv that's my girlfriend"
I was like alright mister, pipe down, pipe down
Theres no need to go and have a fight now
Well maybe later
Cause right now

It's the dirty funk, it's up and away
and we turn up the drums and have a little rave
When the night turns into today
The funk don't stop it just moves away

dud dud dud dud dudeeeeeeeeeee

See me sippin on vodka red bull,
Got to do dance cause that's what my heart says
Rave it up, dirty funk in the mix,
Pull out my dance moves and other dirty tricks
Cause I know I know you'll be raving it up
And I know I know you'll be lovin the funk
Up jump the beats slam down the guitars
Everybody point to the stars

Cause it's dirty funk, it's up and away,
and we turn up the drums and have a little rave
When the night turns into today
The funk don't stop it just moves away
To another place and they rave, they rave yeah
Hmm hmm they rave yeah yeah

happyhappyhappy.

"just trying to change the world, one sequin at a time"

little bit happy like, the weather's a bit gloomy, but things are starting to look better.

i've gots'a job, going to ireland soon, results day on the 19th,

not really happy about that, but it does determine whether i go back to college or not.

_♥_

chloe 'cloeh' cannon

 .cloehcloehcloehcloehcloehcloehcloehcloehcloehcloehcloehcloehcloehcloehcloehcloeh.

today is the day my sweetness..

today is the day you get your blackberrrrry back, well purple'berry, who who's complaining?

it's been a long time .. a long long time, since we've been bb'ing.

tbhonest, i'm just too excited.

lalalalalallaa..

(Y).

"what happens when you become the main source of a pain?.."

what exactly can you do?..

&all i want.

is for you to care, i mean is that 'too' much to ask, it obviously is? too much for you to sit down &talk about stupid things with me. 

sorry..

am i taking up too big a space in your busybusy life? probably.. 

so why am i here, still persisting, still trying, when you've already given up.

you know, there was a time, when i thought you were the BEST thing that'd happened to me in a long time..

but now? now i realise your just like everyone else out there, every other tight motherFUCKER.

trying to please everyone, keep everyone sweet.

like butter wouldn't melt..

but remember, i won't be here when everyone else has dumped you. i'll be long gone.

soiguess,thisisgoodbye.