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.CHANGES.CHANGES.CHANGES.

Just gonna' stand there and watch me cry, but thats alright, because i l O v e the way you LIE.

a wise girl

 kisses but doesn't love, listens but doesn't believe & leaves before she is left ˙·٠•●♥

i have made many mistakes, and no doubt i will make more before i die, 

i have learnt to accept my responsibility, and to forgive myself first, then appoligise to any'one i have injured.

since i cannot un-live history, and repentance is all i can offer God, 

i have hopes that my appoligies were accepted.

you may not controll the events that happen to you, but you can decide not to be reduced by them. 

try to be a rainbow in somebodys cloud.

do not complain.

make every effort to change the things you do not like.

if you cannot make a change, change the way you have been thinking,

you might find a new solution.

lalalalaaaa

finished college for the sumsumsum'ah. tryn'a find a job. ended up sitting in bed watching anything and everything lalalala. sort'a become obsessed with misfits. eaten too much icecream. drank about fifty brews today. i'm boredboredbored.

'ello gorgoussxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

i can honestly say i haven't laughed so much at something on telly in ages! 

Nathan is my ultimate favouriteee, his accent & humour, his everything, i would actually nom him alll over lalalaxxxxx. 

he actuallll'ee makes me laugh so so so much mm, i think i love him a tad'

• "You lot, super-heroes? No offence, but... In what kind of fucked-up world would that be allowed to happen?"

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lovelovelovelovelovelove.

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i still love you amy.

"don't be to upset when they call you a skank, cause like the news everyday you get pressssed"

 without girls like you, there'd be no fun, we'd go to the club and not see anyone.

without girls like you, theres no night life, all those men just go home to their wives.

♫

gimmi gimmi gimmi

a job, a trip to London; hello shopping, twilight eclipse, my new bedroom, a holiday, nandos.

someone throw me a FUCKING bone, gimmi' what i want.

-mucho appricatedmwamwamwamwa

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jealousy

"jealousy is noting more than the fear of abandonment."

this phrase is so true. its made me realise so much..

i'm a jealous bitch & i need to fix the fuck up.

"&i'm not jealous no i'm not. i just want everything shes got"

dear daddy..

thinking of the day when you went away, what a life to take, what a bond to break

i'll be missing you.

 its so hard to hold tears back when i think of you. so hard to read your memorial card without crying. its impossible not to cry on 14th march and 11th october.

i want to bring you back, i'd do anything to see your beautiful face again. i can't believe its been eleven years, eleven long years without my precious daddy. 

no'one will actually understand the pain it brought me as a small child to loose you.

not seeing your smiling face when i came home from school, not having presents off you on my birthday or christmas, not being able to give you a hug when i fell out with one of my friends in school.

best'est time of my life.

jumping on your bed and waking you up every morning, i didn't want mummy, i wanted daddy. we watched the lion king every morning for about 3 months. it was my favourite film. you made me breakfast &we'd sit and watch it. you'd get me ready for school and carry me on your shoulders all the way there.

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i was a propper little daddy's girl.

it actually kills me a little bit inside to know i won't hear your soft voice again.

i don't even know why you were taken from me, like i understand that 'everything happens for a reason' just sometimes the reason's aren't clear.

but 'god' why would you take a little girls daddy from her? 

two little children you had, two!

how is that fair?

worst time of my life.

sitting there in the church at your funeral next to my mummy, hold her hand whilst she cried. she stood at the front and spoke about you. how you were a brilliant daddy, how you were so much fun, how you were a caring person and all the cutest things about you.

she broke down in tears on the alter, stood infront of your coffin.

at the end everyone left the church and gathered outside. i stayed sitting. i watched my mum walk over to your coffin & kiss it. i just sat there and watched. she asked me if i wanted to kiss the coffin, but i was scared. i said "no" and just sat there.

when everyone had gone. i cried. i sat there and cried. i was so scared. i didn't know what was going to happen. i didn't understand the concept of the word death.

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i honestly couldn't wish for anything more than you comming home.

i love you so much.

the angels best be taking care of you daddy.

i miss you so so so much.

 

we were sitting with our backs against the w o r l d.

saying things that we thought would never hurt.

 Little actually needs to be said about how much love i have for the script. they are irish, so whats not to love about them? the irish accent makes me 'come' not 'cum' in my pants. literally!

Their music is just amazing & danny'o donnaghue is just a total BABE!

I can relate to their music alot so i guess thats why i'm so drawn to them, that and the fact that i'm irish too. minus the accent.

The lyrics in their songs are just so meaningful, they have actually bought me to tears.

YOU'VE got to stand for something or your'll fall for anything!

There was a time that we'd stay up all night, best friends yeah, talkin till the day light. Took the joys along side the pain, with not much to loose but so much to gain.

 just a ciggarette gone no you couldn't be that far, i'm driving my car to where i hope you are, maybe i can talk you down?

i may not have the softest touch, i may not say the words as such, &though i may not look like much. i'm yours. i know my edges may be rough, i never feel i'm quite enough, it may not seem like never much, but i'm yours.

SOMETIMES tears say all there is to say. sometimes your first scars won't ever fade away. sometimes we don't learn from our mistakes, sometimes we have no choice but to walk away.

HELLO BEAUT'iFUL.

♥♥♥♥

my love'leh gurlssss (L)

The bestest people you will ever meet!

Bethany Smith:

My beautiful best'est friend in the world. The freaky'est person in the world & shes alllll mine.

I love the funny face's she pulls for me -> -and makes me laugh all the time. That tongue is always out, i like the moisture i can see on it, in this picture.

I like waking up next to her spooning me & trying to juice me with ->that badboy. I like her brews in glasses & how she drinks out of the bottle of milk, then pours it in my brew. I enjoy watching harry'potz in her double'ton. I like how king freak cleans out my lobes. i like her lobes. I like voice notes off her before i snooze it. I like pinging her to wake her up. I like connecting toes with her. I like lying in the sun in the garden with her singing justin bieber to me. I like how her & king freak fed big'ed but debs didn't enjoy his comps.

i like how i've changed tense in here alot, & i took english at A'Level?-retard much.

tbhonest this gurly is just the best'est. i love you!

Chloe Cloeh Cannon:

Hai cloeh, aka clo' diddy clo', aka weezy f baby, aka cloeezylocc, aka fishwife, aka skettle, aka murkle'turtz, aka moose.

i like the way the sun falls on you in this picture so it's pretty approps. you look beautiful like!..enttttt entertainment for all you bitche$ who 'dunny' know what it means. you say she's your wifeeeeeeey so whys she giving out tengs to da mandem (8). bitta oldskwl 4 u b. sorry just so you know & remember i don't believe that dizzee rascal s 25, even if google says so;). i miss you on bbm'mon, the unfortunate incident of the brew & bb. r.i.p for now like.

member tym ago when i couldnt 'murk' it?  -well i can now biatch.

bare moose about, in opus & tesco, i mean, everyones a moose in this day and age. need to go on a moose hunt. were going on a moose hunt (8).

ah this gurly is a v, don't worry shes proud, i'm proud of her too, shes saving her 'flower' for the right guy. which is beautiful. -check her purse she has her v card well and truely in place.

tbhonest cloehs a very jealous gurl. she was always jealous cause mr'daly loved me more than her. we had a special bond. -gues what i'm tryna say, love ya long time b.

Lee'Anne Rabbette:

okay so this is leanne when she was a natural beauty & BLONDE! doing what she does best. kaaaay' so leeannes been a 'locc' since day. lol jk she was a charlies angel first, with jack mac. i first met this bitch in year 3, when she was the newwwww girl. when our teacher got poorly in peru & we had miss simpson who read us the 1st harry potter and called us fred even when we was girls. THEN..year four leeanne had a spud gun, and we shot peoples stuff with it in the cloak room & over the toliets when people was on them. we were definately too funny! we had clarinet lessons with miss lodge, and we'd leave our lesson 20minutes early, and walk pin steps up to the music room. so we'd be late, which was just too silly. she also got moo/china & i had a dance with her in her old house lalala. thunderpants, madge, gerpies, 157 bus jounerys, i have a jonny-i have a colouring book, bouncy bush, elephant'eh, jew, subwaytimesss. love ya' lehann'ee.

KAYYYYYY' so guess these three mazing people are pretty much my life. we all go different colleges etc..but we're all still the best'est of friends.

cause thats what friends are foooorrr lalala (8).

i love this bitche$$$$$$ with all me h34Rt. fo'eva'.

mwaaaa's.